Free Will

Ever wanted someone to act the way you want?? Ever felt helpless ?? Ever wanted something to happen your way and didnt happen. There was a dialogue in the movie BRUCE ALMIGHTY where Jim Carrey, the acting god tries to win his girlfriend over, he tries to make her love him and he is unable to do so. He questions Morgan Freeman, the original god why he is unable to do so. Morgan Freeman explains to Jim , "Being god you can control everything but you cant control FREE WILL". Free Will, such an amazing thing which defines individuals in us. Its that important thing that makes us bang on closed doors and retract back and teaches important lessons in life. Its something which is totally ours and others cannot claim a right on it. But sometimes can be frustrating for one to not hold control of others and maybe one should not try to control anyone. You just can hope other's "free will" matches your interests.
Free Will is maybe what you call the voice of your heart. I think one needs to follow the voice of the heart guided by the advice of the brain. That will help us to make better decisions for us and people around us.
So people exercise your free will but exercise it smartly.
Cheers.

Send me an angel

Am back with the song of the day :) Enjoy.

This masterpiece - Send me an angel by Scorpions


The wise man said just walk this way
To the dawn of the light
The wind will blow into your face
As the years pass you by
Hear this voice from deep inside
It's the call of your heart
Close your eyes and your will find
The passage out of the dark

Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star

The wise man said just find your place
In the eye of the storm
Seek the roses along the way
Just beware of the thorns

Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star

The wise man said just raise your hand
And reach out for the spell
Find the door to the promised land
Just believe in yourself
Hear this voice from deep inside
It's the call of your heart
Close your eyes and your will find
The passage out of the dark

Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star
Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star

Another day bites the dust

Got up at 6 am with my bloody eyes as usual bloody as ever :P . Went to gym, flexed some muscles. Came back. Slept again. Woke up after sometime and remembered, i work somewhere .. .. oh shit!! .. i forgot i had office. Quickly dressed up and headed on for office. Waited for sometime at the bus stop , bird watching :P and bus waiting. Got to office little late. Did some orkutting and chatting to warm up the day. Then the usual good morning and half smiles to everyone in the office . And then just when i got ready to work... i saw my bloody coffee not there .. i just cant work without the morning coffee. So a long wait for that coffee cup. Finally it came. Then started my day. Did good amount of work. After lunch had my quick nap on my desk by holding my head and pretending to think :) Damn these days I am so sleepy .. cant keep my eyes open in afternoons. I spend 1-2 hours to come to my senses from that drowsy state .. pheww. I wish my office had some beds. Some more time of coding coding .... and it was time for the evening snacks :D .... went down had a bhel puri, pani puri , some sandwiches, a cold drink ... damn after all this i was still hungry. Worked till 10 pm ... have deadlines coming up .. so its gonna be really busy two weeks. Left office at around 10.15 pm ... took a train back home. Man i love to travel by train at late nights. Usually stand at the door. Such a cool wind blowing into you... its so pleasant and listening to music on my IPod ... it makes a gr8 travel back home.
Came back home .... had my dinner ..... and now i am here :) So thats about my day.
Ciao ppl . Time to shut down my eyes and my pc. C u soon.

Oh my dear!!

Oh my dear
You are so far yet so near
So close to my heart
But so far from my reach
I miss you lady,
I miss your smile,
That made my day everyday
I miss your golden touch
That made me valuable everyday
I miss you my lady.

Sorry that i hurt you
I just wanted to know you
Sorry that i didnt sail oceans with you
You showed me the world in your eyes
How could i take my eyes off you.
Sorry for that every tear..
I shed a thousand more....

Life

Life is so tough
Sometimes I feel so helpless
Sometimes I feel so broken
Sometimes I fear solitude

Sometimes Life's so lovely
Full of love and happiness
Full of laughs and giggles
The smile doesnt wither from my face

But just when I try to grab all the love
And hold it tight to myself
And cherish it forever
It eludes me..

Life is so tough
Life is like a DARK ILLUSION
Feels like I have got everything but still nothing
Someday I ll paint it to a bright reality.